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6th-Feb-2008 12:44 am(no subject)
long time no see livejournal.

Not much is up.  Watching the cnn projections of voting today.   This shit like excites me.  dork

missing the beau.  He's there i'm here.   Things are good thought.  It just sucks.

schoolschoolschool.  It's not bad though, it's okay.

I'm trying to change,

i'm trying.
I fucking love gossip girl.  I can't help it.  It's like the oc + Manhattan.  I'm a manhattan person. 

HEADACHE.  STRESS.

Okay so.  I really miss josh.  It's been two months.  Only.. 1 month and...19 days until thanksgiving!! YAY.  That's so close.  >: /

FIRST SABRES GAME FRIDAY. WHAT?!?  I'm going to one versus the leafs in a month or so.  BLOW LEAFS BLOW.

Dee friday too.  Birthday celebrating?  YEAH.

I used to write really profound entrys.  I don't have fucking time anymore.  I don't have time for anything.

Fucking school.

Je n'aime pas e'tudier

wow, I CAN SAY SOMETHING IN FRENCH.

done. now.

talk to you soon.
ex oh.
13th-Sep-2007 04:42 pm - love note.
i've totally been out of the loop for the past... week.    I have some sort of chest infection.  I've spent my time in bed or on the couch drinking tea with honey and lemon.  i'm getting restless.


i'm just plain out of things to say.


done.
I'm tired, only not.

so.  Today I went over to Angela's house and hung out with her and Jill.  We went to glen falls and had a picnic.  Then Jill left and Angela and I debated on our evening plans.  So we drove to my house.  Might I add from bailey... SCAREY.  So naturally we went through the ghetto blasting nsync and britney spears.  It was really really funny.  And definitely one for the memory books.  So we went to my house and that party across the street was going.  The band played cheap trick and we could hear it from my deck.  It was hilarious.  So good night. <3.

I'm so sick of this.  Being frustrated and angry.  I'm completely different with this anger.  I can't help it.  It's not my fucking fault.  I'm sick of this already.  Not sick of him though, never.

AND i'm sick of being sick.  Where is my .?

And that's the name of that tune.

Picture time



Movie fucking star.



I love this. Absolutely.


moosh
17th-Apr-2007 11:52 pm(no subject)
smokeLLz: We were NOT innocent
smokeLLz: well, sometimes.
smokeLLz: but, we'd do gymnastics in a parking lot
smokeLLz: with shorts and a tank top on
smokeLLz: we were just calling to get raped


priceless.
26th-Mar-2007 01:32 pm(no subject)
ps.  it's SEVENTY ONE degrees. 
yeah baby.
and i'm on campus in a sweater, nice.
I really did.  Not really.

it's two am, I suck.  I NEED HELP TO SLEEP.  GAH. 

I'm so sick of pizza, we're through.  No more bagel bites or pizza for ten years.

Bad anxiety tonight.  UGHUGH..

I need to wash poor josh's sweatpants.  They are dirty.  As well as my hair.

I'm sick of nightmares.  I'm sick of seeing fucking aliens and dawn of the dead people.  Why can't I dream about rainbows and kittens.
I miss good dreams, a lot.

I miss feeling like myself.  I've turned into a crazy depressed insomniac.

I'm sorry for how fucking shady I've been the whole break with all of my friends.  I just haven't been feeling all that well.  And I don't have a car.

I need relief.

It would be nice to crawl into bed with josh right now, even if it is like 00000# black in his room.  I like listening to him breathe when he sleeps, it's so steady,  and rhythmic. 

friday will come soon enough.  Please come now.

I can't believe how fast time flies.  It's amazing.

Now i'm listening to nick lachey.  So sue me!  I'm not gonna lie, I love nick to death.  He's so cute.  That jessica simpsons A HOE.  TEAM LACHEY.

I fucking hate anxiety. GO AWAY.


28th-Dec-2006 12:46 am(no subject)
Step 1: Open up whatever MP3 program you use and add every song in your collection.
Step 2: Put it on random.
Step 3: Pick your favorite lines from the first 20 songs that play.
Step 4: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
Step 5: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 6: DON'T FUCKING GOOGLE THEM.


1.  
"I wake up to the sound of you working, one room right over your stressing and loving me.  I know I know I know.  Be still my love."
Tegan and sara - I know I know I know

2. "But I cannot forget.  Refuse to regret.  So glad I met you.  Take my breath away, make everyday worth all of the pain that I have gone through.  And mama I've been cryin' cause things ain't how they used to be she said the battles almost won and we're only several miles from the sun."

3.  "She leads you up, points out skylines and stars, steeple chases in bars and took your keys and demanded that you stay"
Dashboard confessional - roof tops & invitations.

4.  "This valentine still looms. In the darkest hour, the killing moon.  If I could do it all again I would let you kiss me, kill me."

5.  " Women learn to be women, and men learn to be men.  And I don't blame it all you baby, I just don't want to be your friend."
Ani Difranco - Letter to a john

6.  " Mirrors on the ceiling, the pink champagne on ice.  And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device".  And in the master's chambers, they gathered for the feast .  They stab it with their steely knives, but they just can't kill the beast"
The eagles - hotel california.

7.  "But if you fall you fall alone, If you should stand then who's to guide you?  If I knew the way I would take you home."

8.  " Retired but sleeping is our shanty love.  Be careful now don’t wake it up.  it's never gonna last, it’s never gonna make it back alive.  so how can we relax?  I really hope that we will actually survive"


9.  "You said that you were moving on now, And maybe I should do the same.  Funny thing about that is, I was ready to give you my name.  Thought it was me and you, babe. And now, it's all just a shame, and I guess I was wrong"

10. "
You gave your body to the lonely.  They took your clothes.  You gave up a wife and a family.  You gave your ghosts to be alone with me."
Sufjan Stevens - to be alone with you.

11. "If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world & I could be your favorite girl , Perfectly togetherTell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?

12. 
" Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these days.  Like morphine cuts through, through deadened veins, I'm numbing in these days."

13.  "
Some come to laugh their past away.  Some come to make it just one more day.  Whichever way your pleasure tends, if you plant ice you’re gonna harvest the wind."

14. 
"Too strong for too long, and I can't be without you baby.  And I'll be waiting up until you get home, cause I can't sleep without you baby.Anybody who's ever loved you knows just what I feel. Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it"


15.  "Oh I'll never know what makes this man.  With all the love that his heart can stand.  Dream of ways to throw it all away.  Oh Gravity is working against me, and gravity wants to bring me down"

16.  " I could stand to do without all the people I have left behind.  What’s the point of around.  When it’s a straight line baby a  straight line down?"
The format - the first single

17.  "You're a salty water ocean wave.  You knock me down, you kiss my face.  I know the storms will always come, but I still love to have you around.  Heaven knows what will come next.  So emotional, you're so complex. A rollercoaster built to crash, but I still love to have you around"

18.  " Love is a puzzle.  Some pieces they adjoin.  it's not like that with us, but I keep flipping that coin"

Ani Difranco - nicotine.

19.  "more a question than a curse, how could hell be any worse?  The flames are stunning, the cameras running, so take warning"

20.   Digital Digital get down.  Just you and me.  You maybe 20,000 miles away but I can see you, and baby baby you can see me."

Nsync - digital get down.


 


 

THE FUCKING END. God that took like 2 hours.

 

11th-Dec-2006 01:46 am(no subject)
so dead.

tylenol pm are...tiring.

1:42 am.

Good times this weekend, incredibly bad ones as well.  Mudkipppppers.<3

My uncle stabilized are 11:45 tonight, nothings for certain, but we are all praying, I never pray too.
I'm at my grandmothers, we didn't want her alone so we're all here, I get the sofa, as well as the laptop.  I rule.
Tired.

Full weekend report tomorrow, after I study,  Or before, yeah.  Most likely before.

<3
3rd-Dec-2006 12:14 am - How did it break?
Hands down.

Best night.

ever.

The end.

&hearts;
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